I find a lot that when I’m supposed to be doing work, I end up sitting at my laptop, staring into space aimlessly, mindlessly, unconsciously. This is a bad habit, and I’m trying to stop it. But, it’s hard.
Here’s something not all of you may know about me. When I’m in the car and the radio’s not on, (and for some reason I’m too lazy to turn it on?) I compose symphonies in my head. Am I the only person who does that?
Anyway, if I was able to get it all down on paper, I’d be the next Beethoven, no joke. Maybe that should be my next ambition. If I could only figure out what my first one is!
I got my project back, the one that I posted earlier. Profs are weird though. They get you all hyped up about getting your project back, and then they don’t give you a mark. “Ohhh, you wanted the MARK at the same time? Well, you’ll have to wait another week or so.”
Grr. I’ve been in suspense for two weeks now.
Lately I’ve been getting more projects than I have hours in the day. I feel like I have no social life anymore, and something tells me that’s what’s going to happen for the next four years. But hey, who knows what’s going to happen. I might suddenly decide to become a vet, because as very few of you know, I’ve been harbouring a secret love of horses all my life.
Okayyy. Scratch that. I’m going to go to bed now. 
Here’s the newest addition to my room. That was a heck of a lot of stickytac. I think, though, that I’d prefer actual wall art. The Alba Madonna has already been suggested, but something tells me that I wouldn’t be able to sleep with Mary looking at me very sadly all the time.
Hopefully a trip to IKEA will fix that. If only I had time to go. If only I had time to write down my symphonies.
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okay let’s reply to this paragraph by paragraph.
1st paragraph – i do this too… quite a bit. and i think that if i put all those “nothingness” moments together and worked instead, that i could have these huge breaks in which i could do whatever i wanted… concentration is just hard to keep sometimes. especially when your reading is really boring or you don’t know how to start an assignment
2nd paragraph – someone told me something similar to this the other day. except instead of symphonies, they start thinking in poetry.
3rd paragraph – and they said “if only i could write it down, i could publish books”. i don’t got any of that talent though. i wish. you should definitely try writing it down
all i’ve ever done in my head is write blog posts. but i suppose that’s something.
you are crazy busy. i admire your hard workingness. but take a break every once in awhile!
and… your wall looks sweet!
i have this really annoying habit (no ones told me this yet but I’m sure it is) of tapping and making rhythms on just about everything.. i find myself snapping my fingers when i walk down the hall..
oh and personally I’d be more creeped out by baby Jesus. he is one intense looking baby in that painting.
i think in bitter vision.